That is interesting CSP. I think that often it comes from feeling secure and nurtured and almost free to let go and embrace the more carefree side. I wonder if that is why mine has seemed less easy to access as I have felt very adult the past while. For me it feels like a different headspace and ur brings me some freedom from all the stuff in my…[Read more]
I just wondered if anyone else identifies as being a middle or having a middle side, and if so, how do you explore that within your dynamic? It is something I have been aware of for a while and we have explored and experimented a bit but it still isn’t a big part of our dynamic. It isn’t that I need it to be but I was thinking about the thin…[Read more]
For us there is a sexual charge to it which really helps to consolidate all the different aspects of our relationship as it is a thread that runs through it. I do need the emotional connection to crave the physical though whereas HL often seeks the physical as a means to support the emotional. We have times that there is more sex, more play and…[Read more]
This is a great topic TS.
HL made our bench and he used some thick foam to make the seat part so that it is softer. It folds flat so they it goes under the bed and he has plans on here for it. I think it would be constomizable for those who wanted to change it but he is making a spanking one too so will share than once it is done.
We tend to be…[Read more]
A bit of background
For those of you who do not know me, I am Vixen Lee, Submissive of (Master) James Lee. This post is about my first time camming for him. We agreed upon and entered a D/s contract in June of […]
Vix this is so beautiful! I am so very happy for you and James, that you finally experienced this and found the joy and the connection that comes from watching as you find pleasure in each other. Congratulations on taking such a huge and scary step. And sharing your experience will help so many people who think they will “never” be able to do something. I have told you so many times how strong you are. You have just shown everyone how right I have been. I love you girl!
I’m so glad to read how you have grown from your relationship, it’s really wonderful and I hope you continue to push those boundaries and enjoy your submission ☺️
Wow Vixen you have come so far. I really enjoyed reading this and loved your open and honest writing style. I felt like I was right alongside you and could really identify with the submissive headspace that you fell in to. Here’s hoping there are loads more opportunities for you to explore with Master James in this way. Missy x
Beautiful! Vixen you are a beautiful person inside and out. I to struggle with myself. I met my Dom online and only showed him what I wanted. Once I gave him my submission, we agreed on meeting. We don’t live very far from each other. I told him I was worried he wouldn’t like me when he would see me. He said of course I will, I choose you for a reason. But I still had butterflies. When that day came and he saw me walking towards him. The look he gave me, the hug and kiss made me forget everything. I will not forget how desirable I feel when he looks at me now. Though I have my moments still and he knows when I start doubting to help me get out of that mindset. I applaud you and your Master.
That sounds really hard and I am so sorry that he is not open to trying it more with you. Hopefully you can learn more about D/s as you say and find some way to create an outlet for your feelings. And you never know what might happen I guess. It would be great to chat more to you if you are around at any of the chat times. missy x
I am wondering how discussion with your partner about this has gone. Do you know why his interest has gone? And are there some parts which he would remain more interested in than others? I also wondered about your relationship in general. Was the D/s part of your daily life and other areas of your marriage or was it more about the in…[Read more]
Many new submissives experience subfrenzy without knowing anything about it. Although subfrenzy is something discussed in most BDSM circles, the can be a scarcity of information online to help understand how it […]
Excellent info her Missy. It is something I have experienced before and can imagine how some may get taken advantage of – it is addictive and a person can easily become obsessed with their quest for pleasure and pain
Yes totally. I think it is so easy to slip into that feeling with a disregard for everything else. Missy x
Thank Nora. Yes I think it can happen to us all at points, especially when taking large steps forward in one area, for example, playing with others. Missy x
Aww thank you so much. What a lovely comment. Missy x
Well experience helps!!!
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