How’d a girl like you…

end up in a place like this? Good question. It started innocently enough: bad football, interesting conversation, lunch, no kiss, more conversation, I’m a dominant, want to play, Ohhh that kind of Dominant and suddenly I had a Dom.

But what did that really mean? We didn’t live together, we barely knew each other. He was experienced, but I knew nothing. So I turned to the internet. I read everything I could find. Some of it was helpful, most of it was confusing, a lot of it was contradictory. Finally I stumbled onto The SafeworD/s Club. I knew from my first interaction that I had found my place.

My first foray into the D/s lifestyle only lasted four months, with very few opportunities to play in that time. It had, however, awoken something inside me that I had never felt before. I liked the feelings that were aroused by the brief periods of domination I experienced. I was drawn to this man, this Dom, as I had never been drawn to anyone before. But was it just him I was drawn to or was it the submission I craved? This is what I needed to find out. I had met several wonderful people in my few weeks at The SWC and they encouraged me to stay and explore my feelings, to try and discover if there was indeed a submissive buried deep inside me.

I admit that my sudden release from my Dom had left me in a tailspin, wondering what I had done wrong. Had I asked too many questions? Was my blowjob not good enough? Maybe I wasn’t submissive enough after all, and I was in no hurry to enter into another relationship. My feelings were too raw, my pride a little too wounded. Fate, it would seem, had other plans. An experienced Dom expressed an interest in training me. I was very flattered and honored that a Dom with His knowledge and experience would be interested in me; however, I explained my reluctance to hurry into another relationship and asked if we could keep the option open and continue talking as we had been. He agreed and told me there was no hurry and to take as much time as I needed. Two days later He announced i was now CruelsSexPuppet and i proudly announced my submission to CruelPuppetMaster. So much for taking things slow.

And that is how a girl like me, who knew nothing about the D/s community, found her way to The SafeworD/s Club and ultimately the SexPuppet slave to a sadistic Master. These posts will follow my training as my PuppetMaster guides, mentors and trains me in the ways of submission. There have already been tears and laughter, struggles and successes, and I know I have a lot to learn. But I embrace the journey as I learn as much about myself as I learn about submission.

This is the first post as CSP shares her journey with us.

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